Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Seshat: Goddess of CANNABIS, Wisdom, Knowledge and Writing










"You don't have to like the art you create. The point is how it makes you feel."  

I heard whispered in the breeze.

She told me

"The process must be embraced and allowed to flow freely.  It has to be allowed to go where it must.  Be that place dark or bright.


When you see the creation, greet it.  Allow it to be without judgement.  Play with your muse.  Enjoy her dance.  Romance her to the pinnacle of her desire."

At this point satisfied completion.
Sweet creation.  The face of the DIVINE you have.  Take me to your breast where love is  found and felt. 

Oh Great Mother of the House of Books, 
Lady of Mathematics, 
Mistress of the House of Architects,
Keeper of Years,
Thank you for mathematical and notational overstanding. 



She was seen as a scribe and record keeper.  Seshat an Ancient Egyptian Goddess of writing, accounting, architecture, historical records, and measurement.   She kept records for the gods counting the Pharaohs time remaining on Earth.  

Seshat was also a magician.  She carried a wand with a seven pointed plant. This star is the symbol of the source of all consciousness and creativity.  Worn over her head.  I perceive it is where the light bulb/bright idea came from.  The interesting thing is that plant is a cannabis leaf. The horns of Thoth over the leaf represent wisdom flowing down.  Carl sagan; Mr. X wrote in his book published in 1969 Marijuana Reconsidered wrote:

"I do not consider myself a religious person in the usual sense, but there is a religious aspect to some highs. The heightened sensitivity in all areas gives me a feeling of communion with my surroundings, both animate and inanimate…Many but not all my cannabis trips have somewhere in them a symbolism significant to me…a kind of mandala embossed on the high. Free-associating to this mandala, both visually and as plays on words, has produced a very rich array of insights.”

This Moon Goddess worked along side her masculine consort Thoth.  With her cosmic intuition she created writing which he then taught man! Do not mistake her for her other counterparts seen holding tablets. For wise Seshat is the only one depicted in the actual creation process of writing.  

Look to her for inspiration, comprehension, retention, record keeping, writing, reading and building.  

Deep Breath    --- INHALE --- Peace

Cleansing Release     ---EXHALE --- Thank you creator for the gift

Deep Breath     --- INHALE --- Gratitude

Cleansing Release     --- EXHALE --- Thank you Seshat & Mother Earth for the 
                                                   cultivation

Deep Breath     --- INHALE --- Love

Cleansing Release     --- EXHALE ---Thank you flora for your Essence

Deep Breath     ---INHALE --- I bind discord, distrust and dissatisfaction

Cleansing Release     ---EXHALE --- I receive HARMONY, LOVE and JOY

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Cathy Pagano's New Moon in Leo

As I gain more knowledge of all things astrological, I am grateful to people like Cathy Pagano who break it down sweetly!  I've highlighted my favorite parts.
Nemaste


Astrology is a helpful tool for understanding the evolution of Life, both individually and collectively.  It helps us translate and read the cosmic story of Life reflected in the heavens.   And like any storyteller, its purpose is to awaken something already within the listener, something that resonates as true.  A true story opens up the heart, where Wisdom lies.  A true story moves us to right action.

Cosmically, we are just at the beginning of a new age (and you can see how the old patriarchy is holding on for dear life!) which we hope (along with the hippies from the 60s) will embody the belief that ‘all you need is love’.  This new Age of Aquarius will be one where women and men are equal and where we use both sides of the brain, making us Wise instead of only intelligent.  

This is the mythic, cosmic story that is shaping our world and our lives. But we are at a point in the story where things could go either way, down to destruction or onward to new life.  Will Lessa bring back the ancient dragonriders to help save Pern?  Will we be able to save our Earth, clean up our air, water and soil?  With our growing population, will it be possible to create a ‘Heaven on Earth’?  I believe the cosmic story says we can do it; that is if we share our resources equitably and move beyond the ideas of patriarchy and consumerism.

This evolutionary cycle started in the 60s with the Pluto/Uranus conjunction in Virgo opposite Saturn in Pisces.  It was a wild, unpredictable time, a new birth for humanity, a time when Time Magazine asked, “Is God Dead?” (Saturn in Pisces questioning the long-ruling Hebraic father god of Western religions and his rules) and young people rejected their parents patriarchal rules (Pluto/Uranus in Virgo).  Now that we have arrived at the first square between these two planetary archetypes, we are being challenged to take individual action (Uranus in Aries) to get rid of outworn and repressive systems and rules (Pluto in Capricorn).  As anyone can see, the issues and events of the 60s are continuing to shape this next step in the evolution of human consciousness. 

However, instead of our parents trying to shape us to patriarchal expectations, today’s issues involve our governments and corporations taking away our rights and freedoms, because they are the patriarchy!  It’s time to reject this form of society and its values.  It’s time to recreate a more sustainable, equitable, creative society.  A Love-based culture!  That’s what the new revolutionary and evolutionary cosmic cycle we’re in is leading us to— a heart-centered consciousness that can create a better life for everyone, including the Earth.

While Astrology is very logical and mathematical in its calculations, astrologers also use our intuitions and imaginations in reading the cosmic story.  That’s the part which patriarchal thinking rejects—the imaginative meaning of life.  !Patriarchy is so flat-earth!  It’s my way or the highway view of life is deadening to real creativity and freedom.  Just because our patriarchal culture believes that a symbolic, mystical understanding of Life is irrational and therefore suspect, it does not mean that this belief is the Truth.   Just as patriarchy has relegated women to second-class citizenship, it has also decreed that the psychological functions of feeling and intuition (which give rise to that symbolic understanding of Life) are irrelevant to any decision-making we do personally or collectively.  Along with women being enslaved, raped and considered irrelevant, our right-brain imagination has been enslaved, abused and made irrelevant, except when it is used to manipulate people when there is money to be made or fear to create. 

Leo, the King and Queen of the Zodiac
                                              Sekhmet by Katlyn Breene

It’s time to change that!  We were created as women & men, along with being given a right & left brain to work with, and it’s time to explore how these two different aspects of our humanity were meant to work together, both within and without.  I know I understand an issue and make better decisions when I use my imagination as well as my intellect, my senses as well as my feelings.  My life develops out of my wholeness, beginning in my soul and partnered by my self-awareness. This kind of wisdom takes a commitment to know yourself, which takes time and courage and humility, but is worth the wisdom and peace you gain.  And wisdom increases when I relate to other people who think and imagine in their own unique ways.

The sign of Leo is all about the process of becoming a unique, one-of-a-kind individual who has taken the time to know yourself.  To know yourself as a whole Woman, a whole Man, a whole Brain.  It is the archetypal power that patriarchy has misused and abused by establishing kings and presidents and CEOs, because Leo is meant to imply personal sovereignty, not state or corporate sovereignty over others.   Each Lioness is Queen of the jungle, just as her partner Lion is King.  Leo wants each of us to assume the responsibility of becoming the author of our own lives.  Until we do that, we won’t be able to create the Aquarian vision of equality and freedom that will be the foundation stone of this next age, a vision of sacred partnership between women and men instead of a patriarchal hierarchy based on domination and violence.

Ase!

But don’t forget the other side of Leo, the playful, loving generous heart we all had as children.  Leo is all about self-confidence, and even if you have to fake it (Leo is an actor), do it during Leo!  We need that self-confidence to ride the waves of the continuing revolution, which should start to heat up in the US next year when our ‘4th of July’ national Sun at 14* Cancer becomes part of the Uranus/ Pluto square.

The Sabian symbol for the Sun and Moon at 15* Leo is:  A loud and colorful circus parade snakes through city streets.  Something out of the ordinary is happening in the city—in our collective consciousness.  This celestial circus parade gives us a glimpse of the mysteries and delights awaiting us when we go in The Big Top.  Everyone in the parade is unique and different, a mystery of talents that will surprise and entertain us.  Parades always draw large cheering crowds, encouraging people to partake in fun and enchantment.  It is all about the Theatre of the Mind—that Leo sense of drama and theatricality that tells a story.  We need to see our lives in terms of story to understand where we are going.  Instead of falling into patriarchy’s story of partisan bickering, let’s open our imaginations and step into a new story of celebration and mystery.  There is so much creativity within each one of us, and collectively, we can be unstoppable in our determination to change.  So leave despair behind and see the possibilities!  Change your story!

This New Moon is a time to plant seeds of self-confidence, love and self-expression.  It is especially blessed because it occurs at 15* Leo, a power gate which is celebrated as Lammas or Lughnasadh .  There are four cross-quarter days in the Wheel of the Year which correspond to the 15* critical degrees in the signs of Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius. These points are known as Avatar Points. They are considered to be degrees where important spiritual influences enter the Earth plane and our lives. Planets moving across these Avatar Points will trigger the release of these influences.  So this New Moon, take time to meditate and open yourself to spiritual guidance. 

This New Moon is embraced and challenged by the feminine asteroids. Vesta and Ceres in Leo add a sense of self-possession (Vesta) and nurturing (Ceres) to the seeds we plant this New Moon.   Juno in Aquarius opposes the New Moon, demanding equal rights between partners.  And Pallas adds her wisdom and intelligence to Jupiter’s meeting with Pluto, so we have a better chance of mediating these two powerful energies.     

August Influences

As we move into August, the summer’s grand water trine is still active, with Jupiter in Cancer anchoring in the third leg of the triangle along with Neptune in Pisces and Saturn in Scorpio.  Jupiter in Cancer expands our faith in our emotional body’s ability to tell us what we need.  Jupiter, who was a great lover of women, opens us to the feminine aspects of life, helping us honor our feelings, our intuitions, and our sense of what nurtures and sustains us and those we love.  Along with Neptune in Pisces’ gift of empathy and Saturn in Scorpio’s demand for personal accountability, Jupiter’s expansive nature helps us understand that the whole world is our family!   So play fair with everyone you meet!
Jupiter is also involved in the ongoing Uranus in Aries/ Pluto in Capricorn square.  He’s a busy archetype!  While the water trine calls on his blessings, the evolutionary square, with Jupiter opposing Pluto on August 7th for the first of three oppositions, and Jupiter squaring Uranus on August 21 for the first of three squares, will call upon his beliefs and sense of values to do the right thing.  Jupiter was the King of the Gods, and it was his responsibility to mediate between the various powers of Olympus.  With his involvement in this transformative planetary square, he can either bring up even more intolerant beliefs or more positively, get us to look at our beliefs and ask ourselves if they serve Life.   For in this transformative time, we all must become servants of Life.

The Pluto in Capricorn/ Jupiter in Cancer opposition occurs on the day after this New Moon.   It seems we will be re-tuning our subtle bodies to a higher vibration—or at least a more inclusive, balanced one.

The Sabian symbol for Pluto at 10* Capricorn is: On a sailboat, sailors are feeding a tame albatross.  An albatross symbolically implies someone is carrying an emotional burden of some kind.  For sailors to feed an albatross implies that if we make friends with our emotional bodies—rather than shun them—we can be relieved of the burden of old emotional wounds. It implies compassion for ourselves and others.  Let go of those old emotions, they are no longer needed for self-protection.  

The Sabian symbol for Jupiter at 10* Cancer is: A large diamond in the first stages of the cutting process.  This is what the Taoists call ‘the diamond body’, the subtle body of the chakra systems.  Jupiter is re-tuning our bodies at the cellular, subtle levels.  Work with him to enhance the changes.






http://www.wisdom-of-astrology.com/astrostarsarticles/the-cosmic-story-leo-new-moon-2013

Saturday, July 20, 2013

It's On You


If I stand tall & proud,
You feel intimidated & want to take me down
It's on you.

If my swag, my curves, my style
titilates or titivates
It's on you.

If you are socially awkward
with an absentee or cold mother
It's on you!

I WILL WALK TALL!
I WILL WALK PROUD!
I WILL OWN MY SACRED SEXUALITY!
I WILL SHARE OR DENY USE OF MY MIND, BODY & SOUL AT MY DISCRETION!

You think I'm a bitch-It's on you.
You think I'm a whore-It's on you.
You cant get none-it's on you.
You feel small & powerless- it's on you.

Your intimidation doesn't scare me.
Your words don't phase me.
Your fists don't break me.
AND YOUR DICK DON'T MAKE ME!

#1billionrising Rise Strike Dance Vday Event






Sunday, July 14, 2013

INCIDENT *share your stories, add to the dialogue please

I by no means suggest that there is a single demographic that has NOT experienced racism, sexism, ageism or any number of other isms. When we are too emotional to speak respectfully, too closed to have empathy, too hurt to be accepting of a new way of being- - no matter how distasteful it may be we have to acknowledge it is happening widespread and across the board. 

The most upsetting thing is if they allow it to happen to their children they'll allow it to happen to other  children. They are all our children.

In my attempts to pour light over the shock I needed to have real talk about what has happened so that we can start creating a better way.  This case is about child abuse, stalking laws, stand your ground, gun legislature, where should state and federal laws cross, race relations, vigilantism and profiling. All areas where you need to be a bad guy to either be protected or avoid prosecution.




and I mean it from the bottom of my hearrrrrrrt 
to tune of I Just Called to Say I love You in my best Stevie Wonder


My mother's voice distant, getting louder like floating on a breeze.  The sound of my bedroom door being flung open roused me out of my slumber.  I was excited to know I would be having use of the family car! I was 16 with very protective parents.  This opportunity was to pick up my older sister from the local grocery store.  Her shift ended after the store closed and her nightly duties completed to her supervisors approval.  This evening it was some time before 11pm.

This was actually early for her.  I threw on jeans under my gown. It was warm with a clear starry sky.  I wrapped a sweatshirt around my shoulders and turned the car off.  The 7 minute drive was too quick and I was considering circling the block. Until I heard my sister's voice in my mind, "Where da shit you been, I already told yo ass don't have me waitin!"  I thought better of trying to get her to let us take the long way home.

I entered the store like I had literally hundreds of times before. One of the cashiers that knew us told me she was in the back clocking out.We talked about the upcoming game and how one of my favorite snacks was on sale.  After a few minutes I headed in the direction of my bedtime snack.  Cakes supplies were on the back side of the toy isle. As I walked down I noticed a cheap grocery store plastic figurine laying on the floor.  I instinctively picked it up and sat it on the toy shelf.  I continued to the butterscotch morsels. Grabbed a bag and turned to head back to the register already knowing it's not wise to make Tista wait.

I was approaching the counter when I noticed an odd look on her face. I turned to look where she was looking and saw a man running towards me. I knew who he was. He should've known who I was. I just knew I was being attacked. My reaction was to retreat as I turned to run away he grabbed me yelling, 'Whadya hide in your pants?'  He went on to say he saw me pick up something on isle whatever. Before I could respond he grabbed my gown and lifted it up to my breasts. In the front of the store, with witnesses, before closing; one of the owners of the store exposed my body, questioned me, cursed at me and accused me of stealing something I wouldn't want to steal even if I didn't have the $1.99 to buy it.

All I can say is I was given a written apology.  I don't remember his words, the message I will never forget;
you be it your femaleness, your blackness or both don't warrant basic respect and courtesy.